Man oh man, productive day at work! Wish I had pictures to post... eh, they'll come eventually.
My grandmother's watching "Jeopardy!" in the other room, and the current category is "literature." I am OWNING it. You know, being a Literature major only comes in handy when you're either: 1. Around other English majors, or 2. Watching games shows. One can't really talk about literary stuff in a casual conversation without sounding condescending.
I had one of my guy friends (who just happen to graduate with the same degree) over a couple of weeks ago, and we spent a good hour and a half on my front porch discussing transcedentalism and the effects it had on "empirical religion" (and if there was such a thing.) Oh, how I miss college.
You know, I was thinking today--I don't really have any goals, and the goals I do have don't depend on me.
For example, I want to be a Godly wife and mother. And that's pretty much it. I mean, I want to be some sort of missionary (either in the US or internationally,) but I don't want to start traveling until I find a husband. I tried doing the whole Paraguay thing, but that just ended in anxiety attacks. I want to have a man beside me, a man whom I love, if something like that were to happen again--not some annoying chic who, when asked by a flight attendant if I was OK after I lost conciousness and began having seizures over Argentina, said, "Oh yeah, she's fine. Can I have a Coke?"
I hate that girl... and her sister...
Anyway--goals. Yeah, my goals aren't ones that can be attained by myself. They need Divine Intervention, literally. However, I feel as though God is preparing me for such. He works on me daily, giving me patience and strength, and even when it SUCKS being single--and oh, does it!--I know that one of these days, He's gonna bring a man into my life, and it's gonna be AMAZING. **sigh**
I can't wait. =)
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